To have a clear understanding or to not ever embarrass the future me; this kind of feeling is new but I don't want to exaggerate the definition by adding a clumsy hyperbola or to quote any stanza from Poe or Shakespeare. I may lack of those sets of skill on which I think is not natural and can only be attained by years of experiences, but I'm very sincere. And I have had "her" as a permanent resident in my mind.
Where and how to begin? I think the question of why is much more important than when. But then again, it is just me. A relationship is judge on how they grow throughout the entire time and space NOT on how long they'd stayed together. Because people will grow and sometimes when they're growing they grow apart. Thus, throughout the hard time I often ask the question 'why'. And try the hardest to avoid 'when'.
It is relatively easy to fall in love, by physical or by feeling. Whichever it is, I think you need to find more than that of you ever want to venture in a more advance stage of falling in love. Because the more you think about it, you will realized that marriage is not about you. It stands for a larger part of your life. You might hear people said "screw that, kau yang nak kahwin bukan orang lain" but boy you can't never be so wrong. That phrase, my dear friend is just for your short comfort and serve nothing more. Marriage is for your wife. Marriage is for her family. Marriage is for your family. Marriage is for her and your friends. That's why you need more reason to falling in love with her rather than just a simple physical attraction and feeling. For me, even if she lost half of her face (selisih 44 angels) I'm still going to marry her. And it still beat the hell out of me if you ever ask on why I want to marry this girl so much. I can't explain it. It is a feeling which have no word yet to describe it; it's actually a mix of feeling that I have whenever I saw her; a mix of very happy, longing, glad, gewwamm(yes, I've just said it. An act to be cute but failed miserably. I know), complete and sad. It's VHLOGEWCSA. That doesn't sound romantic right? That's why I doesn't said it out to her. But I can tell you this; I wake up one morning, and the first thought was I want to marry this girl and I never looked back.
So to future Hanif, Whatever happened or will happen; don't forget the answers to 'why'.
It is relatively easy to fall in love, by physical or by feeling. Whichever it is, I think you need to find more than that of you ever want to venture in a more advance stage of falling in love. Because the more you think about it, you will realized that marriage is not about you. It stands for a larger part of your life. You might hear people said "screw that, kau yang nak kahwin bukan orang lain" but boy you can't never be so wrong. That phrase, my dear friend is just for your short comfort and serve nothing more. Marriage is for your wife. Marriage is for her family. Marriage is for your family. Marriage is for her and your friends. That's why you need more reason to falling in love with her rather than just a simple physical attraction and feeling. For me, even if she lost half of her face (selisih 44 angels) I'm still going to marry her. And it still beat the hell out of me if you ever ask on why I want to marry this girl so much. I can't explain it. It is a feeling which have no word yet to describe it; it's actually a mix of feeling that I have whenever I saw her; a mix of very happy, longing, glad, gewwamm(yes, I've just said it. An act to be cute but failed miserably. I know), complete and sad. It's VHLOGEWCSA. That doesn't sound romantic right? That's why I doesn't said it out to her. But I can tell you this; I wake up one morning, and the first thought was I want to marry this girl and I never looked back.
So to future Hanif, Whatever happened or will happen; don't forget the answers to 'why'.
